on the outside i appear to be better. but the wheels of misfortune are still turning in my head. psychosis.
…i dont know why that sounded better in my head.
my body feels like it just ran a marathon on these injections. tired and unsustainable. nothing is attainable. everything a pain. but my mind is still going. im still hearing voices. still paranoid. im like trapped in this tired body. my minds not racing. its just still troubled with psychosis and fear. and ive got more stressful things. or at least it just doesnt let up with the medicare and ssa.
ive lost motivation to even update my blog. but ill try.