Ok

i keep wanting to say i never have felt so unimportant than i have in so long.

but the fact when ur in a position like mine – you flat out arent importnt.

where are the people? there is none. there havent been any for years.

i just feel like i want to quickly take my 3 bottles of pills with alcohol and hope to god i get the peaceful death i feel i deserve.

yet it so weird because i feel as if i already took them and i dont think i have.

2 thoughts on “Ok

  1. Newtus we miss you on Roll Call. We haven’t heard from you in a few days and are all really worried. The last post you left scared us. Please update us soon and let us know that you are okay. You are important to us. Roll Call just isn’t the same without you. Hugs!
    Sincerely,
    Cracking Slowly

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